Hey trippies (:
first day of school was not bad, seniors say that it will be tiring but oh well lets hope that we can cope well bah!
haha my new class is actually quite nice lah so its a good thing i guess.
hmmm so cca..same thing lor. i really feel like blogging about it but the way ___ said about dunno who blog say weird stuff about nycd..i still have no idea who it is though.
it's like i really want syf that badly, but the way ___ puts it its as if we're just the extras that werent needed at all. we would only be 'used' as her last resort or something. which really annoys me.
its not that i hate cca in the first place, but ever since ___ treated the xiao ges this way, i dont even see myself motivated to go for cca.
even if any seniors or da ges see this and says anything about it, they wont feel what we are feeling cos they dont know how its like too spend half of the cca stoning and stretching at the side while the da ges happily dances on the dance floor.
they too wont know how its like to be dancing kiddy dances like zgh and acting cute and adorable as if you are a 10 year old all the time, when you actually 14 going on 15.
and worse of all, this is all because of the height.
not sure if its just me or what, but i never have a day not thinking that im short.
it wouldnt matter that much if i was a tracker, or in co or guzheng. it didnt even matter in ballet, although my teachers always jokingly say that im short.
but it matters SO much in nycd.

i dont want to give up on syf, yet i dont want being treated this way.
ARGH

elena